http://northwind-gale.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] northwind-gale.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] northwind_gale 2010-04-22 04:39 am (UTC)

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1) He would both kill and die for his friends...he was already set to do the latter before he was dragged into the roleplay verse, and had earnestly claimed that he had done the former (even if it was his Kiryuu that did it).
2) He'd refuse to do something that would make his sacrifice useless or do something to hurt his friends...of course, he probably doesn't know that he's already doing that despite his efforts.
3) Mostly about the past, about Satisfaction, although those memories are slowly getting poisoned with doubts and whispers from that god haunting him.
4) Ultimately, falling into the hands of the "darkness," that Earthbound God.
5) He's already lost everything, so what is there to be afraid of losing? (He doesn't want to admit it, but he's scared of losing his life, because of what's waiting for him and simply just because he's going to die)
6) Again, Team Satisfaction memories, except when...
7) ...things started falling apart.
8) It's hard to say. But likely Kiryuu, considering how he followed him, how even now a lot of decisions he makes in the prison are solely to keep his former leader and other friends safe, and how his inability to do so is driving him mad...
9) Bonds with others. Ironic that he's forced himself to cut his. Guess that means he thinks he's not destined for a successful life anymore...
10) He hasn't laughed in a long time. ;^; But if it makes others happy, he'll try.
11) He never really subscribed to any religion, but now in RP-land he's fallen in step with the Light in a desperate measure to keep the "darkness" away from him so he would stop being a burden on others.
12) Stubbornness, if anything.
13) Again, stubbornness. He won't do anything except what he thinks is right for others, and with no brothers to smack sense into him, he's gotten rigid in his ways over the past two and a half or so years.
14) His nakama/close friends and family, even if he's forcing himself to be detached from them now.
15) His brothers, although which one is up for debate (oh what the hell just say Kiryuu since he's the one obsessing over rescuing him and all)...He'd die after the execution, just as planned, and I don't really feel like elaborating on it because I wrote it already. :|

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